Because I'm Stupid

Today was not a day I looked forward to. I didn't feel the energy around my friends, I felt like being alone, yet with someone to share that silence. I was hoping someone would call me and just give me a simple greet, that would have made my day.

Speaking of my awkward change, I talked to Dennis about this.
Remy: Trust me, you will find someone better. I promise you.

I don't want to find someone, I found him*, I just need him to find me, again.

Last night, I was laying in bed thinking about you. I couldn't sleep.. Help me.

Why are all of my feelings rushing back? I liked you a lot, I liked you, and now I like you more.
I can't move on.

Because I'm Stupid .

edit;
NO IM NOT TALKING ABOUT KYUUX WTF HELL NO
dont misunderstand people. We WERE friends, and I'd like to keep it as that