Comeback

I have not blogged in a long time, I think it would be a good habit to start again. Here, I can open my feelings a little more to the world without forcing them to know. I don't really know what to say. I've been lost. I don't know how my future is going to be. I'm stressed. I breakout a lot, even a few of my friends pointed that out. I lost several friends due to drama and buildups of tension. I don't know how to manage my life. The ones that try to help me, I push them out. The ones that don't help, I distant away from them.

I don't know.

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You know what gets me mad? When someone insults me far too often to be called a joke.
You know what gets me mad? When someone complains that they have one C when their group of friends are sad because they got Ds & Fs and are crying.
You know what gets me mad? When someone says I can't, thanks for the hope.
You know what gets me mad? When they say they can but I can't
You know what gets me mad? When Im being taken advantage of because I'm "vunerable"
You know what gets me mad? When someone says I get mad a lot.