Depression

Depression
(n) : an area that is lower in topography than its surroundings; in psychotherapy and psychiatry, a state of mind producing serious, long-term lowering of enjoyment of life or inability to visualize a happy future .

You all have walked this path before. Some of us just simply found some kind of bliss that made that depression go away, at least for a period of time. It's not surprising to know someone that has gone in that road. I have. I even thought of suicide. I have some things that can make me get away from that thoughts. All I just need is grades. A bonus would be him*. I have kept myself busy for quite a while to get away from these thoughts, which worked, but I was recently reminded.
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Class was boring.
After school was boring, I'm falling behind the dance, and I'm not motivated to get back up.
Posture presentation was interesting, then got a little boring. Thank god there was snacks to keep me awake.
I went home to discover the bag of chicken had only 2 servings left. My sisters are pigs. Not literally, they give me food. Besides, I'm on my period. Speaking of periods, that brings me to occasional mood swings. I would go home and be a total bitch and ignore people, then eat a chocolate bar, then everyone would be fine. Chocolate does some magical stuff. Now I'm laying on the couch, time is ticking.

Elvis made me smile though. He told me he would rate me as a 9 (1-10). I feel like a 4 to him though. Nonetheless, he's a 10 in my book, he's a really cool warm-hearted guy. He'll never fall less than a best friend.



Backtrack,


Be Happy,
If you're HAPPY then I'm HAPPY, and if you're not HAPPY, be HAPPY!