Smog

Why is it so hard to blog again? Don't get me wrong, I love blogging. Maybe I need some fresh air.

I've been slacking off on my school work, I don't know what to do for the next few months of my high school. For all I know, Im heading to a community college.

7th period, I ask the photo teacher if he bid on a camera yet for me, unfortunately he forgot. He felt really bad so he lend me a SLR to use while he bids on one today. Great, I have to wait 2 more weeks.

I've been giving this a lot of thought, why have I not moved on? I'm tired.

I really don't know what I'm saying. I am not sure why I have been acting uncommon lately.
I learned that if you really like someone, give your everything with no regrets. Maybe if I had done that, things would have changed. I'm exhausted.

I seem to act fine at school, but there are a few things that is bothering me lately.
Korean practice seems awkward now, I just don't feel like making a fool of myself.
Class became a place to daydream and imagine.
After school, I like to walk and think.

I feel out of place, and out of the group.