Mommy's Girl

Tomorrow I had plans for Jovi's party, Tammy's house, and Yogurt Twist with Baochau.
Though, I chose to go spend some quality time with my mom. It's not everyday that I get to do so. I am a mommy's girl.

x : I wanna die.
Me : Don't die.
x : No one loves me.
Me : I'm sure your friends & family loves you.
x : No they don't. How do you think I should die?
Me : *facepalm*.. Shut up.
x : .. Yeah they don't love me.
Me : Well they're not gonna love you once they have to pay 10k for the funeral fee!
Yesterday, I woke up to some dead music which made me feel like crap. I just laid in bed all morning thinking about my problems. How depressing =______= esp about James and his obsessed girlfriend.

I went on Cyworld and saw an apology note


I went to church, then Thi calls me and tells me that Rebby is talking smack about me on OMGPOP. Note that she is James online girlfriend. Apparantly my friend wrote on her guestbook, and she got mad. Anywho, she blamed it on me and called me a disgusting bitch. I find it odd how she thinks I'm the bad guy, when I never intended on stealing James. Nor do I crush on him. I also never called Rebby names or thought bad of her.. until now of course. Uh so I am allowed to talk to James, its just that his girlfriend Rebby is pissed at me and my friend.. Even though I'm not the one that yelled, nor did I know that my friend did that. Oh and Rebby called everyone on James fanclub an asshole. Thanks.

.. .. .. I just noticed I'm writing about the drama on my public blog. Nice Trish.. Nice.

Oh Michelle & I also talked to Rachel on aim about her problems.

What else ..
I love my mommy.
Speaking of family, my sister drove me to In&Out and we bought five burgers, and two fries. Yum. I ate the Thousand Island sauce. So far in my lifetime, I only tried that, hot sauce, teriyaki, bbq, and ketchup. I don't like the looks of mayo, ranch, and etc.

Why am I afraid to lose you when you're not even mine?