The Real World

He had the most amazing .. smile.

I bet you didn't expect that. (:

I'm falling in loveinfatuation but its falling apart.

I need to find my way back to the start.

Took my senior porfolio today.

Walked home.

Forgot my student card.

Went back to the commons.

Got a new one.

Went home.

Napped.

Dreamed of summer school Algebra 2.

Woke up to Chasing Pavements playing.

Ate an apricot.

Ate an apple.

I don't think I can choreograph the Korean Club dance. I'm bailing. Sorry.

-____-; will be from the future Korean Club officers.

Michelle Me Rachel Baochau

Sorry guys! How irresponsible I am, hm?

You know what's scary? The real world.

I'm deeply afraid.

I had this sudden emotional cloth that went over me during my Senior Portrait appointment.

I am afraid of moving into the real world.

Boys? That can finally wait.

Future? I need to pick up my slack.

I'm glad I talked to Jennifer and Giang today. I really missed them.

I really miss that Sheppard group.

So.. what the fuck is wrong with me?

*sigh

Okay. Tough time.

STOP BURDENING ME YOU *@(&&*#

(:

Ah, really. I just blog it. People read it. They talk to me about it. It's their choice not mines.

So don't get all pissed off and then pull a "I'm mad so I'm just gonna dump the load on you."

I notice I'm starting to do that.. but barely!

Guys are jerks.

Just kidding.

Some guys act immature though.. and girls.

Actually girls do act pretty immature

Not that I'm saying I'm not.

I am a child.. According to Lucas.

& You. (not Lucas). You said I'm complicating.

If you really think that, then don't talk to me.

Cause I seriously don't care about your problem towards me.

I don't care about anyones problem towards me.

You know what's irritating? Seeing those teeny booper girls that walks around in their flat ass strutting their alien sunglasses and poofy volumized hair.

Now don't fucking say I am jealous cause I really aren't.

Actually it annoys me when someone says I'm jealous.

I'll argue back then if they don't believe me,

I'll just say forget it.

I think I'm paranoid, NOT.

I don't think I like you much.

Heaven knows what a girl can do.

Bend me break me anyway you need me.

I could care less about you (:

When I say YOU, I mean by everyone. Literally.

When I say I want to drink, it's like a FUCK YOU to everyone that told me not to.. I feel so bad ):

Please keep encourage me to not drink.

Okay but seriously, I think I'm done with the whole guy chasing thing.

I want to focus on school. Really, how long have us girls & guys keep looking for that perfect mate? It's affecting your future. The real world.

Get out of that dreamy world with McDreamy.

No I didn't give up on finding my mate, I just realized how stupid it is at my age.

I'll be posting cute away messages or weird ones. But really, I'm not being

hopeless romantic.

I'm far from that hunny.

No I'm not having a mood swing. -____-

" I think Trisha is changing again. "

What the fuck is with you people who think you know me AFTER I mention about my mood?

No, you don't. If you did, you must be Einstein.

Too much lurkers. I had 100 views for the day and only one comment.

Well then..

Some of you occasionally say .. Fuck My Life.

Well then, just look at the above picture. (:

There ya go! You're fucked!

You can say thanks later.

You boys who need a companion, look somewhere else.

Or don't look at all!

I want to be just friends with everyone ^^

Seriously though.

Me: I went home and napped.

Will: Oh please you don't even do anything.

Me: Hm, you're right.

Let's be productive.

Will, its harder than you think to be yourself by the way.

Self-Discovery or being a usual you?

Self-Discovery, goodluck.

You'll be next in line I'll admire if you pass.

OH HUSH

Don't say yall understand me.

Cause you don't (:

Sorry!

Kindly GET THE FUCK OUT of my blog if you're rolling your eyes (:

Ever felt intimidated by someone..

Stay Still Danbo..

Stay very still..

Stay very very very still..!!

And you end up being best of friends with the person?

It's great when two strangers becomes best of friends,

but sad when the best of friends becomes two strangers.

That's exactly Andy Si & I.

He's a dick anyways!

I don't regret letting the friendship sink away

(:

Do I look good in this?

I think we should all take a good luck at ourselves.

Any hollow cracks you need to patch up?

Patch it.

By the way I got the neon glasses that came in, they look weird!

OH MAY GAWH

I regret not making the best of my childhood.

I want to return to innocence. That is all.

Holy shit. It's 9:43pm and I noticed I still didn't eat my first meal of the day.

Unless you call an apricot & an apple a meal..

I'm not even starving.

Only one problem..

I've been getting really dizzy this month.

My sight fades away a lot~

literally.