unwritten

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So some of you noticed that I made another blog except it's private. I go to blogging when I'm down, happy, angry, and/or bored. Well there are some stuff that pisses me off too much or something that it may make you readers go, "Wow..chill."

My UNWRITTEN blog is used to express my deep feelings as towards love, family, drama, etc.

I will still use this as if I've never had my private blog. I'm just letting you know the scoop behind my UNWRITTEN one. If you somehow got in that blog, you'll be viewing stuff I probably have not spoken about to anyone or barely anyone.

/end note

I'm going to suck it up, and make her proud.

.. Because the sky is green and the leaves are blue.

I have so many insecurities that it makes me sick. They get in the way of my goals and just generally makes me a bad person.

I am slowly withering away. I need to hangout somewhere anywhere, badly! Actually I've had my chances these last three days. If you're reading this Vincent, you should be able to find the messages*.

Just letting you guys know that throughout the day I edit the same entry, so by the end of the day, this entry may have more added to it. I can't help it, I love blogging.

Font. White. Blog. White. White covers all.

I found some pictures of me when I was a baby. I look like a boy.

I want to be a success. I want to be able to look back when I'm old and say "yes, I did some amazing crazy things." I want to regret nothing. I want to live. I want to love. I want to be whole. I do not want my life to be a footnote and on a page.

I feel like I'll never be happy with anyone because I'm too shallow.

Suck it up Trish.